Think You Know a F*cking Thing About Desperation?

Tomorrow, November 19, 2011, my husband and I will have been married for 21 years. We hate each other more every day. And since we lost our sweet daughter, Jordan, a little over four years ago--September 4, 2007--we don't even try to pretend any differently. Yet, here I remain, another year of my life... Yeah babe, that's desperation.